soulblade

Do I ever write here when I'm in a good mood?  Maybe misery is inspiring. I'm stressed.  I wake up, workout, eat, go to school, go to work, eat, go to school, go home and sleep.  Everyday that is my routine. I think I'm gonna fucking kill someone.

I'm unbelievably depressed.  I'm trying to get an apartment, but I've been running into problems at every single step of the way. I'm so stressed STREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSED  I think I'm gonna have a panic attack.  I was nearly in tears all day long. Just thought I'd share my misery

Bah.  Another quarter of art school started.   I'm taking Drawing and Characterization Advanced Drawing (Life Drawing II) English II Survey of Design and Media Arts Not a terribly hard schedule.  I'll have to write a paper every week for English.  O.o  But my hardest class is gonna be Advanced Drawing.  The teacher has a rep at our school for failing people.  He was pretty clear the first day that he won't pass people who aren't good enough by his standards, and he fails people who are talented, but don't improve enough.  The grading is all very subjective.  >.