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Do I ever write here when I'm in a good mood?  Maybe misery is inspiring.

I'm stressed.  I wake up, workout, eat, go to school, go to work, eat, go to school, go home and sleep.  Everyday that is my routine.  

I think I'm gonna fucking kill someone.
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sad panda

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I'm unbelievably depressed.  I'm trying to get an apartment, but I've been running into problems at every single step of the way. I'm so stressed
STREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSED  I think I'm gonna have a panic attack.  I was nearly in tears all day long.  

Just thought I'd share my misery
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schoolin'

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Bah.  Another quarter of art school started.  
I'm taking
Drawing and Characterization
Advanced Drawing (Life Drawing II)
English II
Survey of Design and Media Arts

Not a terribly hard schedule.  I'll have to write a paper every week for English.  O.o  But my hardest class is gonna be Advanced Drawing.  The teacher has a rep at our school for failing people.  He was pretty clear the first day that he won't pass people who aren't good enough by his standards, and he fails people who are talented, but don't improve enough.  The grading is all very subjective.  >.<  What a jerk.

I'll try to upload some drawings tonight.  


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emo for my dear

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Holy crap I have no money.
I need to go job shopping this week, for realz.  >.<  I don't know where to look... Maybe Jamba Juice is still hiring.  $%@#$  How am I gonna get my own apartment when I don't even have $500 to my name?  CRAP. CRAP CRAP
I don't feel like going to school anymore.  :P
I wanna get my bellybutton pierced but it is muy expensive most places.  They start at $70.  I was hoping to pay less than $50.  Whatever, I'll find someplace that doesn't want to screw me out of money.  

I've decided to give shit up for lent.  Not because I'm such a good Catholic...
Just because really.  
So until easter:
NO icecream
NO soda pop
NO chocolate

Yeah, I may die without chocolate.  Here's hoping I don't  ^.^
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i'm learning

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I just registered for classes for winter.
My schedule is...

Monday/Wednesdays
Digital Typography 8:00a-10:50a
Life Drawing 12:00p-2:50p
Observational Drawing 3:00p-5:50p
Image Manipulation 6:30p-9:20p

Its a long day, but I don't want to be out in the cold everyday.  Yay for only having classes two days a week!  I'll have superlong weekends to visit my friends!  And what's doubly nice is that my roomate has classes on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday, so I'll get the apartment to myself on my off-days.  So cool!
I'm mostly happy about my schedule... I didn't want to take Typography... I wanted to take Survey of Design so that I could move forward in my major but there was only one class offered and that was on Tuesday/Thursday... I didn't want to mess up my brilliant two-day schedule.  Bah  Oh well.


In other news, I'm trying to get Windows on my mac... just for the fact I'll have free Photoshop and want to play this online game... But I don't wanna pay hundreds of dollars for something that I've gotten for free before!  I wish I were more computer savvy.
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